27 June 2007

Call it idiotic

“If God exists, and I truly don’t believe he does, he will know that there are limits to human understanding. He was the one who created this confusion in which there is poverty, injustice, greed and loneliness. He doubtless had the best of intentions, but the results proved wrong; if God exists, he will be generous with those creatures who chose to leave this Earth early, and he might even apologize for having made us spend time here.”
From the book “Veronika decides to die” by Paulo Coelho.
Thanks to Matilda.

Today I regret everything, every choice I ever have made, everything that made me what I am.
I guess that kind of feeling exists too.

23 June 2007

Long time no see

I celebrated midsummer yesterday with a couple of friends. It rained all day, not very much of a surprise since it’s almost like a tradition that it rains on this day. But we managed to stay outside during the whole day, well, we had shelter from the rain so it all went very well. Everyone had brought food and of course a lot of liqueur, we are in Sweden. One of my friends was on French radio discussing midsummer celebrations in Sweden, and when she got the question if there is going to be any alcohol involved. She said, well, the Swedes will always find a way to get themselves drunk. I guess she confirmed what the rest of Europe thinks of Sweden.
Today I have been cleaning, doing laundry and packing all day. Tomorrow I’ll leave Gothenburg for Oskarshamn. At first I planned going there next week but then I got a call from my mom, and she was right determent to have me home as soon as possible. Since I always listen to my parents I had to go of course. I’ll have a few days to catch up with old friends from high school and then on Saturday next week it time visit my dear Bosnia again. Can’t wait!

12 June 2007

Voliš me.

It is getting dark outside. After a week with sunny whether it is time for a change. And it feels like it’s autumn, and that gives you a reason to stay inside and hide. And I kind of feel all happy suddenly.

11 June 2007

DELETED

Get a job and everything will be just fine.

10 June 2007

DELETE

If it doesn’t feel right, it is not right. Simple. Sure it is simple. What was I thinking?

09 June 2007

Hey life, how are things with you?

Someone told me I need to step out of myself and find out what it is I really want. That was a while ago now, and I still don’t know if I’m sure of what I want. But it is getting hard to being you by stepping out of yourself, makes me sometimes, unreachable and tired. I don’t want that, I want to be me, maybe that is like the goal here, by finding out what I want I’ll be myself again? This is not something I would like anyone else to have opinions about. Because then they’ll ask me a lot of questions that would make me know less than I know now, about what I want. Questions like, do you really think that you’ll come to a day where you’ll know everything all suddenly? What is being yourself, for you? Or they would say, everyone goes through a phase like that, just live with it. If I was asked I would say, people have reached a certain point where they really don’t have a problem, and that is the problem. Ok, I’m being myself again, I’m great.

05 June 2007

04 June 2007

OH, COME ON!

Have you ever met a person who brings out the worst in you? If you haven’t I shall now tell you about it. It is a person how at the first you have much tolerance with, because you’re such and understanding and non-judging person yourself. But as the conversation is floating on, you realize, this person is rather rude to you, indirectly. And when you are trying to confront this person, he is excusing himself in way that makes him even ruder to you. You find yourself using expressions, you haven’t been force to do since highschool, to bring this ASSHOLE down to earth. What more is frustrating is the fact that he is an item of this blog today!
"The reason im eating dinner with Donald Trump, Birger Christensen , Helene Christensen or Nicole Richie is nooooot beacause of my mothefucking money, sorry, its because of my personality, should i say sorry because im internationally?"
NO, I should say sorry, for you. Grow up.

03 June 2007

Scandal

Oh my God. Here is a video from the football match from yesterday between Sweden and Danmark. The video as you may see is made by a Danish supporter. Kind of funny, can't handle losing the game?