Bring it on, I'm invincible

Dear lover, I have walls blocking people’s way too, it’s just that I don’t mention it, I don’t warn people. Lover, how you cope with your high walls is the opposite of how I handle it. I wish for us to meet somewhere in between, do you feel me?

So, how did I get here where I am? I don’t like people asking me these type of questions. It’s just too big to answer, sometimes I don’t even know what they’re really asking me, or maybe I know but choose to ignore it completely.
I want to clear instructions in things and I want everything to be defined, before I can give myself into something. Conclusion, I’m afraid of being misunderstood.
I don’t really care much for myself or maybe that’s what the spectators tell me? I love to daydream, making up scenarios, think deeply about other people’s relationship problems, for me there’s always a solution for everything.
Where in all this do I find reflections about myself? No you see, I don’t go there.
I let others do it, sometimes I’m thinking, what makes me is the people around me.
And very aware of it, I let them, but I also choose what to take and make my own.
About choices, I have some issues with choosing, or people making me choose, not a very good strategy to make me follow.
From deep down to outermost surface I’m a person within normal distribution, with some extreme values in some categories, according to Costa and McCrae’s “big five”.